Expansion & Growth

i feel a bit like Icarus. i flew very close to the Sun & i have been

consistently crashing back to Earth, nearly every day, for the last few weeks.

coming back to The Real World, “re-entry” since submerging myself in balance/peace/tranquility;

for four straight days, is like being born into chaos all over again.

i love this city. there is Emerald in my veins. but goddamn. it seems more crowded than ever before.

i used to love that. i feel very cramped now.

maybe we should call it resurfacing, post submersion.

i feel that is more accurate than “re-entry”

gasping for breath, i came back to the surface.

i feel i have expanded, grown a little more. balanced & bright.

then i hit traffic–

Crash & Burn.

❤